i not only mourn the loss of kin.
but the loss of a supposed good friend.
thanks to all who made the birthday video a success!
it was definitely an interesting IT learning experience.
a bolster of courage.
evidence that one is still human and deserving.
a reminder that one will never again revert to old habits.
that who one is is held together by its very existence.
though, it is but extrinsic; an ash escort.
an instability that must be absolutely disconcerting.
disconcerting enough to fall away.
you cant play our broken strings
you cant feel anything
i tried to hold on but it hurts too much
i tried to forgive but its not enough
to make it all okay.
perfection at 3:51 PM